i have my G license, but i dont even have insurance. i dont have my own car, nor do i think ill be insured for one for the next five years probably.

thats still not good enough of a reason to stop me from buying a car. its such a far thought, but the eagerness to buy this car is not only impulsive, but makes me feel like i wont ever regret it if i bought it right now.

issue is that i have to pay for tuition sometime soon. my parents might be cool with paying for my first year, but after that im all on my own. not only that, i apparently HAVE to buy a macbook because OCAD says so. fuck, lol.

$5000 + $1400 for my first year, that’s just estimating. and yet i want to buy a car for about $5500, not including insurance costs. it’s crazy, isnt it?

something that could speed up the process of me paying for anything is selling my camera, but that alone is a huge blow. i really don’t want to sell something like that.

i need to work my ass off. if i can convince my parents to pay for the first year, ill buy the car so quickly.