October 2010
Only those who hurt you will say patience is a virtue and its been so long. - Chromeo (Don’t Turn the Lights On) story of my life for the past four years.
I did what I could.
Seemed like I have yet to prove to you what your worth was to me throughout these past two years.
Thank you, to my best mistake.
FUCK ii.
long story short ,i wish i could have a fucking escape. can’t keep anyone close.
the feeling ive had from the first week of university is coming back. i feel like im stressed to the max, even though i havent been through as much shit as that week. i almost picked up on cigs that week. what the fuck man, these things have to fucking come evenly, not at fucking waves.
OCAD.
Need to build up a portfolio. Need 12-15. Done 3. Borrowing 3. Need to make/borrow 4-6 (depends if ppl will lend me). Will you lend me any art? :D
Currently using OUAC105….still gotta ask about a lot of shit. Transcripts too…wtf. LOL. WHY DIDNT I APPLY WHEN I WAS STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL. @:
FUCK
i fucked up. again. WHY. DO. I. DO. THIS.
so miserable. such a crappy night.
Apology Accepted
..for the meantime. Reason being is because last time I said sorry, you still replied to me. And you talked shit behind my back. You said you’ll never accept my apology after ‘what i did to you’. Anyways, I’m glad you apologized as well, but how would I know its genuine when you’re probably burned out of your mind.
We’ll see how things go.
